Going under

Going under now I will tell you what i' ve done for you 50 thousand tears i' ve cried screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won' t hear me don' t want your hand this time I' ll save myself maybe i' ll wake up for once not tormented daily defeated by you just when I thousand I' d reached the bottom I' m dying again I' m going under drowing in you I' m falling forever I' ve got to break through I' m going under blurring and stirring the truth and the lies so I don' t know what' s real and what' s not always confusing the thoughts in my head so I' can' t trust myself anymore I' m dying again I' m going under drowing in you I' m falling forever I' ve got break through so go on and scream scream at me I' m so far away I won' t be broken again I' ve got to breathe I can' t keep going under