My Favorite Mistake Was You

My Favorite Mistake Was You Alone at night I think about what I'd do if the person I was meant to be - ever shines through how I spend my days trying to be the kind of kid that you want close to you and I kno how this one ends we want the ones that we can't have so what the f*** is wrong with me? why can't I let go of you? the first time all I saw were your eyes and now I can't stand to look inside them it's not your distance that's killing me it's being close to you that makes me close to myself and I can't stand the way I am I push away the ones who love me and I embrace the apathy and hang from all your lies and if i could I'd take back my words and heal my heart if i could I'd take back the secrets my stiched up heart if I could I'd forget your face a brand new start if I could I'd show you how you tore me apart