Eventually

Eventually I wanted to leave But it's difficult with hands around my neck It's harder to sleep When you always keep me up inside my head I want to believe That everything will work out for the best But honestly Wishful thinking, what the f*** did I expect? Well, the nights grow longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said A call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me I'm starting to see No, I haven't come to terms with myself yet I'm grinding my teeth While I'm dealing with the fear that I protect Well, the nights grow longer as the days roll by Been hanging by a moment now, I think that it's time Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said A call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me (Eventually, it caught up to me) I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna breakaway from me, let's get lost So lost I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna breakaway from me, let's get lost So lost Well, the nights grow longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding me, hiding me... Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said A call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me (Eventually, it caught up to me) (Eventually, it caught up to me)