I hate myself for losing you

I hate myself for losing you I woke up today Woke up wide awake In an empty bed Staring at an empty room I have myself to blame For the state I´m in today And now dying Doesn´t seem so cruel And oh, I don´t know what to say And I don´t know anyway Anymore I hate myself for losing you I´m seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he´s not here? You got what you deserved Hope you´re happy now ´Cause everytime I think of her with you It´s killing me Inside, and Now I dread each day Knowing that I can´t be saved From the loneliness Of living without you And, oh I don´t know what to do Not sure that I´ll pull through I wish you knew I hate myself for losing you I´m seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he´s not here? I hate myself for losing you And oh, I don´t know what to do Not sure that I´ll pull through I wish you knew And oh, I don´t know what to say And I don´t know anyway Anymore No, no I hate myself for losing you (I´m seeing it all so clear) I´m seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he´s not here? What do you say when everything´s said? Is the reason why he left you in the end? How do you cry when every tear you shed Won´t ever bring him back again? I hate myself for loving you